when you get so down and you start acting crazy
every night i cry my eyes out. I need to change this somehow.
filled with angst, filled with dispair
how to live, how to care
still so young, still so alive
still so strong, sill she tries
still she fights, still she yields
she has come to learn
how to cope, how to find a bit of hope
will the dark of night not end
will the break of day decend
some days I think
some days I dream
some days I want to believe
some days I am just fooled
thinking that I saw a star
and then some days I find
the light inside, the peace of mind.
how to put into words?
I have lost my ambition to write
my ambition to hope, my ambition to try.
I continue to go through-the motions that-I must do-
left inside my soul fading away,
I am forgetting, every day,
will someone save me, will someone see?
this pure absence of opportunity
you can’t win
just got these shoes for the summer